Treat for Elwinglyre: I Killed Myself Today

[holmesticemods]

Title: I Killed Myself Today
Recipient: elwinglyre
Vidder: pagimag
Beta: sanguinity
Verse: Sherlock BBC
Characters/Pairings: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Rating: moderate to explicit graphic violence or depictions of non-sexual mature themes
Warnings: blood; drug abuse; suicidal ideation; suicide; suffocation; character death; whump
Summary: It’s not only death that’s killing Sherlock Holmes.

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Second Life Replay
The Soundtrack Of Our Lives

I killed myself today
For second life replay
I killed myself today

I had too many lives
I did it to survive
So I killed myself today

But somehow I'm not dead
I'm still inside a head
To justify what's real
When truth is to believe

I killed myself today
For second life replay
Yeah, I killed myself today

I killed myself today
For legendary fame
Yeah I blew myself away

I did it in a crowd
The echo was about
The old familiar shame

But somewhere I'll survive
To make you feel alive
So you could all reload
Your dreams and all your hopes

I killed myself today
For second life replay
Yeah, I had to end this game

But I'll return tomorrow
Alive to learn again


Alive to learn tomorrow
Alive to learn again

Comments

[gardnerhill]

This is brilliant work. So many times Sherlock has reached out for oblivion - but in the end what he pulls close to him is John.