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Title: I Killed Myself Today
Recipient: [personal profile] elwinglyre
Vidder: [personal profile] pagimag
Beta: [personal profile] sanguinity
Verse: Sherlock BBC
Characters/Pairings: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Rating: moderate to explicit graphic violence or depictions of non-sexual mature themes
Warnings: blood; drug abuse; suicidal ideation; suicide; suffocation; character death; whump
Summary: It’s not only death that’s killing Sherlock Holmes.




Or watch at YouTube: I Killed Myself Today




Second Life Replay
The Soundtrack Of Our Lives

I killed myself today
For second life replay
I killed myself today

I had too many lives
I did it to survive
So I killed myself today

But somehow I'm not dead
I'm still inside a head
To justify what's real
When truth is to believe

I killed myself today
For second life replay
Yeah, I killed myself today

I killed myself today
For legendary fame
Yeah I blew myself away

I did it in a crowd
The echo was about
The old familiar shame

But somewhere I'll survive
To make you feel alive
So you could all reload
Your dreams and all your hopes

I killed myself today
For second life replay
Yeah, I had to end this game

But I'll return tomorrow
Alive to learn again


Alive to learn tomorrow
Alive to learn again

Date: 2018-12-20 04:55 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] starfishstar
Oh, wow. What an apt lyrical choice for Sherlock, and fantastic juxtaposition of images!

And I love that you ended on the hug, this one hopeful note of Sherlock reaching out to John, after so much suffering for him.

Date: 2018-12-20 09:49 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] elwinglyre
OMG! Where to begin? First came to this page to read the new comments, and then I saw this gift. I watched it. Someone knows me so, so well here! I love Whump! The song is prefect. I love his hands and the close up of his hands (anyone who's seen my stories, knows pick graphics with Sherlock's hands). Where he's shaking in the end where he's shaking and screaming and music is building with it, amazing! Thank you!

Date: 2018-12-21 05:03 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] iwantthatcoat
Holy $*@% that was impressive!
Uneaten hats off to you, vid editor!

Date: 2018-12-21 10:04 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] elwinglyre
Thank you, pagimag for the awesome video. As I said before, this is incredible. I even used it as inspiration this last chapter of my WIP.

*bow to you*

Date: 2019-01-22 08:40 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gardnerhill
This is brilliant work. So many times Sherlock has reached out for oblivion - but in the end what he pulls close to him is John.

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